( he chokes on the breath he's trying to take, jerking away from yohan's fingers so violently his whole body twists against the bed. a hand scrambles to find yohan's arm, fingers digging in just above the elbow hard enough he might bruise and he holds himself there, body angled, thighs tensed, hips rolling that spot against yohan's fingers again and again, almost mindlessly chasing the sensation of it. he's not as aggressive about as yohan is, quick little cants that ripple through him and build in intensity. )
I haven't...
( done this before? trailing off, barely there, too preoccupied. there's too many words to take in. vaguely he's aware that there might be something bordering an insult somewhere between them, but he can't hold onto any of them long enough to piece it together. there's too much going on, too many chemicals dumping into his body one after another tonight, and he's never felt his body work like this before, never explored the intricacies of any of this. he'll have time to reflect on it later, now he's dragging a restless hand down his face, overwhelmed, cock leaking precome against his belly, yohan's fingers. )
Slow down-- ( gasping, digging a heel into yohan's back, not actually a protest but a warning muffled behind his palm. he doesn't want to admit to it, doesn't want to give yohan the satisfaction so quickly, but if he keeps this up gaon isn't going to last much longer. )
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I haven't...
( done this before? trailing off, barely there, too preoccupied. there's too many words to take in. vaguely he's aware that there might be something bordering an insult somewhere between them, but he can't hold onto any of them long enough to piece it together. there's too much going on, too many chemicals dumping into his body one after another tonight, and he's never felt his body work like this before, never explored the intricacies of any of this. he'll have time to reflect on it later, now he's dragging a restless hand down his face, overwhelmed, cock leaking precome against his belly, yohan's fingers. )
Slow down-- ( gasping, digging a heel into yohan's back, not actually a protest but a warning muffled behind his palm. he doesn't want to admit to it, doesn't want to give yohan the satisfaction so quickly, but if he keeps this up gaon isn't going to last much longer. )