he doesn't realize he's forgotten to until yohan reminds him. he's not nervous. he's not worried. he thinks he should be more apprehensive about what's going on and he would be, if it wasn't an inevitability. if he hadn't spent so much time alone thinking about it, his teeth in his lip as he worked himself over the edge in the privacy of the shower, his bed, his own home. nothing he's ever imagined has compared to the reality of yohan's hands and the heat of his skin and that look in his eyes like he might consume gaon entirely if given half a chance.
the first push rolls his eyes closed, mouth open on a tight exhale, a huff of sound. his whole body rocks back with it, his thighs tensing, fingers biting in where he's holding on and he waits for, what? pain? it's the thought of it that's working him up now, kang yohan easing his way inside of him. his cock twitches as he pushes his shoulders back into the bed, fighting to keep himself still. )
Yeah. ( he's fine. he's great. he dips his chin to his chest to watch yohan through his lashes, cheeks flush with heat, and clenches tight around that finger, groaning his name. ) Kang Yohan.
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he doesn't realize he's forgotten to until yohan reminds him. he's not nervous. he's not worried. he thinks he should be more apprehensive about what's going on and he would be, if it wasn't an inevitability. if he hadn't spent so much time alone thinking about it, his teeth in his lip as he worked himself over the edge in the privacy of the shower, his bed, his own home. nothing he's ever imagined has compared to the reality of yohan's hands and the heat of his skin and that look in his eyes like he might consume gaon entirely if given half a chance.
the first push rolls his eyes closed, mouth open on a tight exhale, a huff of sound. his whole body rocks back with it, his thighs tensing, fingers biting in where he's holding on and he waits for, what? pain? it's the thought of it that's working him up now, kang yohan easing his way inside of him. his cock twitches as he pushes his shoulders back into the bed, fighting to keep himself still. )
Yeah. ( he's fine. he's great. he dips his chin to his chest to watch yohan through his lashes, cheeks flush with heat, and clenches tight around that finger, groaning his name. ) Kang Yohan.